Every people will always say that friendship forever
But for me
Friendship is not forever
My friends always forget me
Every time when I find them out for gathering
Their answers are I not sure whether I am free on that day or not, will confirm to you again ( but always no reply) or totally not reply me at all or I am not free
Always like this
Ok
Fine
I find you all out
You all are not free
Then I wait for you to find me out for gathering
But always go for gathering without me
Do you all treat me as your friend?
Ok
I know maybe my characteristic got some weakness
I also know that every time when we are gathering
You will automatically ignore me
When I talking
You will act that no listen that I am talking
I don't know that really you didn't notice that I am talking or not
But I really feel very upset and sad now
Why my friend don't like to find me out for gathering?
Why they always gathering without me?
Can somebody tell me why?
I really think that friendship is not forever
Isn't it?
But in fact now if my friends find me out for gathering
I also don't know what should I talk to them
Because we already lost contact for half year
I feel that I am very failure
Don't know how to manage the relationship between my friends
That's why my friends don't find me out for gathering
And I also know that if my friends all see this post
they definitely won't find me out for gathering
Because who want to find a friend who talking bad about them out for gathering
I know that I shouldn't say them like this
but this just my thought only
Please don't put it in your mind!
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